I will live!!

My day started with me waking up around 3:45. I had to pee and couldn't get back to sleep. I am sure it was nerves. Took my shower and waited on Jan. She got here around 6. We left about 15 min later and went to the surgery center (that is just around the corner )I got all checked in. Jan left and went home and got the boys off to school. I went into surgery around 7:30. They gave me the sleepy stuff and it seemed like I closed my eyes and boom I was being told to wake up. I got back home around 10. Jan went and got my pain medicine. I have 2 different ones. One for cramps and one for just pain. The cramps are regular cramps x 10. I am going to stay home tomorrow also since they want me to take it easy for 24 hours after. I pretty much slept most of the day. I am hoping I can sleep the rest of the night. I will take my pain meds and I should be in slumber land around 10.

April 7th has it!!!

The center is booked for the 14th. We will just have to have it the 7th and who can come will be there who cant wont.

We need to pick a time for it to start and give it an end time. Do we want the pot luck please let me know so I can make some phone calls to the Aunts!!

SPEAK NOW OR FOREVER HOLD YOUR .....

Mom's birthday!! We were going to do it the 7th of April, but I herd that "That's Easter weekend" Ok so does any one have a problem with the 14th of April???? Need to know and fast!! The time span for a birthday party is closing in!! Also do we just want cake or do we want to do a pot luck or what? Please let me know. I am so done party planning it isn't even funny!!

Going Under the Knife!!

Tuesday the 27th I am going to have a DNC and a Endometrial Ablation done. I go in at 6am surgery is at 7 I should be done by 8 or 830. Jan is going to take me and stay with me for a bit. I am sure all will be good!! The doctor said that after this I should either have no periods (YEA) or just a day or 2. That would be great!! I am hoping this stops what is going on. This month I wasn't bleeding so much heavy as it is the never ending period. It has lasted at least 8 days now. I am almost done but there is still a trace. Not sure which is worse!! Oh and the cramps!! GRRR

On a better note. I got my yearly review yesterday and it was good. They said I am doing a good job. That is always good to hear. It also said I am getting good feed back from all the tenants. They like me they really like me!!

Oh and yes Chris I will be there Sunday. Wine and cheese YUMMO!! not sure I should have a glass of wine but I may have a sip!!

I didnt get to weight in this week. Which was probably good since those margariats were just way to good!!

A fun night of bowling!!

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We had a great time!!

small steps

I weighted in today with dread. After the week I had and the food I have eaten I was worried. Well ... I lost .8 pounds so I am now at 51.8 pounds. I was happy that I didn't gain.

Hey girls looking forward to Saturday. What time are we going to start where are we meeting what all are we doing? Jen what time does the bowling start? Who all will be joining us?

The Results are in!!

Ok I answer my phone at work today and to my surprise it is my Dr. Ok my heart drops to my toes. This must be serious since he is calling me himself and not having the nurse do it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH What is he going to tell me!!!

He says I have your results and you are no longer in Menopause. (ok how is this possible I thought once you are in it you are there for life!!) I also have cyst and a thickening of my urterin wall . I have to see a GYN to see if they want to do a biopsy or something else. He also mentioned endometritis There was a word before that word just cant remember what he said. By this time my head is swimming so I now have a Dr appointment on the 19th with a GYN to see what they want to do next.

Welcome to my mixed up weird life!!

I am getting closer

I have now lost 50.8 pounds!! I am so excited. I am hoping I make my 60 pounds lost by the 26th of March. Wish me luck!! If I don't well I will make it in the next session. It starts on the 2nd of April. I am shooting to be at my ultimate goal by the end of this yea.

I laid on the bed looked down I CAN SEE MY FEET!! YEA!!!

Lonley!!!

Here I sit all broken hearted
cant get a date because I FARTED!!

Ok maybe that isn't quite true but I am just very lonely!!

I got a nice complement today. I ran into a lady that works in my building and she said MAN YOU HAVE LOST A GOB OF WEIGHT!!

Hope everyone is have a good weekend.