Why am I missing Bill more this year then I have in the past? It seems everyday it gets harder.. Maybe because its been 8 years ... maybe its because I am still alone.. maybe its because this year I don't get my time off after Christmas.. maybe its because I need a change of scenery in my life..
My goals for next year.. drop 40 pounds.. keep my vacation so I can use it for time off instead of sick.. Go somewhere I have never been.. Move to a new place.. To spend more quality time with my boys.. help them get along better.. And for the last one.. Hopefully not be alone next year at this time!!!
So Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.. I am wishing on my Christmas Star!!!