Sunday, October 04, 2009

HO HUMMMM

HO HUMMMM is how I feel lately nothing good is happening but then nothing bad is happening..


Wish there was a time machine that I could use to see what will happen in the future.. will I be alone the rest of my life? Will my boys graduate? Will they have families? Then again would like one that would take us back a few years.. and the what ifs .... what if Bill hadnt gotten sick or what if the treatment would of worked. Some days these questions drive me nuts!!!

Then again I have the love hate in my life..

Love my job hate the drive
Love my job hate living in Kansas working in Missouri
Love the location of where we live but hate the house
Love my boys but hate that they dont listen to me
Love my boys but hate that they are hurting themselves in school
Love my mom hate that she has Alzheimer's
Love food hate that it goes right to my middle.. Why do I have to be on a diet the rest of my life???

Ok enough of a pity party ..

Have a good week!!!

6 comments:

Jen said...

(((((HUGS))))) Love you Lodie!

gjlac said...

Hey, what have I missed? How are the boys hurting themselves at school?
P.S. I love you too. Tell the boys I love them too.

Christy said...

Time for an update auntie!!

Jen said...

Update, update, update...;-)

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