Friday, January 25, 2008

things about me to make you go hummmm

I love my job but hate the drive to and from…

I hate working in Missouri & living in Kansas but hate the school district so can’t move to Missouri…

I am addicted to Reality TV!!!

John Cusack is one of my favorite actor.. would give anything just to say hi to him….

I have a secret obsession with hummus.. hated it the first time I ate it..now I cant get enough.

I dream of having a house someday but not holding my breath!!

I hate doing laundry but love the smell of it when it is clean..

I long to be a neat freak but just cant seem to find that side of me yet…

I fear being alone the rest of my life..

I fear gaining back the weight I have lost

Have a fear that the boys will turn out like the other side of the family…

I love when they say something and have the most innocent look on their face when they say something off the wall like “looks like daddy’s getting some quality time..”

I have horrid thoughts of what if.. I hadn’t let Bill decide to be taken off life support would he of made it through and been ok?? Would I still have him with me..

I can still close my eyes and see dad being brought into the ER… sometimes I hate to close my eyes…

14 comments:

Jen said...

Heart!

gjlac said...

I share you anquish. Love you.

Catsjoy said...

Wow...John Cusack is one of my favorites, too! Did you see him in "8 men out" (I think that was the name) It was a baseball movie about the Sox who threw the penant games. OMG...Cusack in uniform...yummy.

Mel said...

Watch him in the Jack Bull.. man he can wear a duster.. (shivers)..hehe

Jen said...

He is a hot tamale!

Christy said...

Did you see "Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil"??? LOVED that film of his! Excellent character piece!

Christy said...

And of course, who could forget "One Crazy Summer"?!!! One of my fav comedies!

Christy said...

And "Sixteen Candles"... small, but essential part!

Christy said...

"Better Off Dead" ROCKS the comedy shores! If it's on, I usually will sit and watch it.

Christy said...

And who didn't love it when he held up that radio playing the Peter Gabriel song in "Say Anything"?! *sigh*

Christy said...

And one of my all-time favs of his: "Grosse Point Blank!" He was so hot in that flick!

Christy said...

I could keep going... but I think I'll go pop in one of his movies in the ole' DVD player!

Anonymous said...

i posted

gjlac said...

Melo, did you read your son's post? I mean REALLY READ it? Are you and the boys still going to therapy? I'd say there are some issues that need to be resolved (example: McK hurting Q, and your internet dating?) Please don't get mad at me for asking because I am genuinely concerned as I am sure the rest of us are too. You still have time to get their attention but soon they will be in the hard teen years and you could lose them listening at all. Please do something for your boys now. I love you & care about you all. Gloria